you gotta jump off cliffs evrytyme
& build your wings on your way down

another year has gone ,,

another chapter in our lives has come to an end

& another one is about to begin ..

last day of '09 huh ? AWESOME.

hahhahahs this year was great tho' it has its up & downs ,,

for me larhhhh .. hahhahs

2009 had a lot of FIRSTS.

some i'd like to rem. for a lifetyme ,, while others i wish th memory would banish ..

this year ,, i finally felt bonded w my family ,,

th relationship blossomed like hell ;D

i grew closer to my cousins as well 

{ abgZhil faris & mursyid .. im here if korang need to talk ke aperh2 tau take care horhhhs & <3 }

i met a WHOLE lot of people ,, diff. personalities & all .. hahahhs

some friendships were strengthened while some were weakened ..

you win some ,, you lose some right ?

thats th way it goes .. ohh wait CORRECTION : thats th way LIFE goes ,,

haiz ..

th starting of th year all i could rem. was that i hung a lot w tracy in class

LOL she was th only person i knew .. other than .. yeahhs hahahhas

i especially rem. th 2 students at th side of th class making a hell lot of noise

on th first day .. they were screaming vulgarities at each other & i was like WTF ?!

now th 2 whom i kno as vicechair & alex .. hahhahs i'll still continue calling her vicechair

even if she's not next year :D

aiyahhh 1Chatterbox damn noisy larhhh ^ ^

then thru th 'icebreakers' th class go to kno terson .. as usual making us crack up & all

L O L .

that few months i got real close to izyan nad nina & nisa larhhh then after that gracia & sya17 came into th picture ^^ && they not xtra okay ! i love you all equally ! ^^

& th next event i rem. was th pulau semakau trip which was a blast lorhhh !

hahahhs

i think that was really when we bonded horhh ?

i guess.

i rem. changing my seat in class a lotlot of tymes :D

i sat w jingyi vicechair xuemin shiyan before !

hahhas during exam tyme ,, i was in between sher & tanjoh ..

hahhahs they 2 damn noisy ! && then tanjoh kept doing th moonwalk ALL TH TYME.

hahhas ,, then went to KLOMP. w xinying katie shunen jingyi :D

bonded like seriously can ? hahahhas

then there was th tyme jingyi was 'voted' prettiest girl in class .. AGREED ! heeheehee ,,

& i rem. when i told on terson bout his phone & he told on me ,,
& we both got caught .. damn ? hahahhas
&&& then there was this tyme when all of us were choosing th teams for LowerSec games that one ,,
rem. ? evryone wanted to be on that team this team .. then i was so frust. that i left th group & terson was sitting there at my seat & i wanted to edit th 'which people go where' list to decide th teams ,, & i think he asked me " what you doing ? "
me ; " trying to make evryone happy "
terson ; " you cant possibly make evryone happy right ? "
me ; " well i can most of them happy "
terson ; " but then are you happy ? " then he rolled his eyes & left
i think th convo went liddat larhhh sort of along that line .. 
i guess its funny when th most unlikeliest person teaches you th most important lesson of all ,,
but im thankful i guess .. LOL right ? yeah i kno.

i think in class i can be known as th girl-who-always-thought-there's-a-phone-check-when-there-isnt ..

right right right ? LEFT.           lameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee `

drama classes were cool ,, funn larhhh  | jannah nisa ryan tanjoh zhenkun

class outings always managed to get less than half th people .. i dont kno why ..

but i think we still bonded great like heaven horhh ?

netball was becoming funn > sya17 nutz nin lihua yihui lydia kimberly brenda .. & me .. did i forget any names ?

we had mrAng at our sch. one day ..

& he was uuuber funn :D he had to leave but we'll rem. him ,, wont we ? hahhahs

at the end of th year ,, we had ArtsFiesta when 1C won 1st for tambourine

& we had lower sec sports thingy 1C won 1st for captain's ball { shuoying sher tristan weiyuan dingyang ryan alex tomoe katie } & that brought up a HELL lot of conflict ..

if you kno what i mean ..

but i think we're behind it already ? at least i am ,, i guess.

smiles ? hopefully.

then results were release & it bought up a lot of worry & tears bout th results & alex + jared stuff but i guess .. haiz

so yeah thats th year roughly + a lotlot of arguments w a lotlot of people dotdotdot + th clan .. am i allowed to say that girls ?

this year we were washed over by KPOP fever & th twilight saga ,, w th likes of ..

KIM BUM LEE MIN HO KIM HYUN JOONG KIM JOON &&& TAYLOR LAUTNERRRRRRR !!!

*screamzxc !* ... or at least im screaming !

hahahhas yeah i guess thats it

i will rem. this year A LOTLOT okay ?

i will rem. its people ,, its good tymes & bad tymes ..

ALL OF IT ,,

anyways i mean ..

you cant screw up your life more than how i screwed up mine ! HAHAHA.

i mean im seriously SORRY to those i hurt w my actions & words or whatsoever

but i truly have no regrets ( but still my most sincere apologies horhh ! )

coz this is what i have to say .. & this is no quote okay.

life isnt worth it just treading on water

im gonna take a plunge & dive thru th waters & its strong currents

coz thats what life's all about

take care <3
im fortunate to have all of you in my life
so thnx a million for enduring me :D
hahahhahas

ohh & my new year's resolution ?

take a chance take a risk & never hold back .